People believe that kind people love more.
However, their love cannot be compared to that of selfish and egocentric people.
For they cannot see anything besides their love.
Knowing how lonely of a fight it is for them.
Just beat me up or something. Why are you doing this?
Episode 13
Say something, please!
Hey! Why are you ignoring me?
Are you torturing me or something?
Hey bitch, say something, please!
Stop.
This is as far as I can forgive.
Do you want to not see me ever again?
Nothing happened between us.
When did you get up?
Way earlier.
When did you come home?
Last night.
You should have waken me up.
You were too fast asleep. I couldn't.
Ahjussi. Have you forgiven me?
Why do you ask that?
I was never mad at you.
Then how come you didn't come home?
I was busy with work.
The house feels so empty when you're not home.
I hate waiting the most.
Do you know how I felt after sending our Sung Ho to Canada?
It felt as if all of my organs here were being washed away. I lost my senses.
I didn't know whether I was hungry, cold, hot, or if I needed to go to the bathroom.
I knew he wouldn't come back.
But I always waited.
I'm sorry.
Don't be sorry, just come home.
Even if my husband acts a little bitchy, come back for me.
Can't we just live together?
Mother.
San Ho needed a place to hide out at for awhile.
Did something really happen to San Ho?
It's all because of me.
I'll call you back.
Let's eat lunch together today. How's Sky Lounge at 12:30?
Alright. I'll prepare the sandwiches and coffee.
See you.
Let's eat breakfast.
I don't feel like it.
Who says anyone thinks when they eat?
Fine. Nothing happened between us.
Kang San Ho, who lost his mind with Yoo Hee Ran, dreamt.
So, please brighten up.
You're torturing me.
If I kneeled down and begged, would you go in?
Why so much food?
If not now, then when else would I get to prepare a meal for you again?
Hee Ran.
Yes.
Let's at least enjoy ourselves while we're here.
For you, it might be a day just like any other.
But for me, it's something that I'm going to constantly look back at even when I'm a wrinkly grandpa.
So, just eat when I prepare a meal for you.
And when something's funny, just laugh hard.
That's the only thing I want from you.
It's delicious.
Really delicious.
Are you leaving right after breakfast?
Please stay here just for today.
Why? Are you scared to stay here alone?
It's not that.
Being with you like this, I don't feel like I'm on the run.
I feel like I'm on summer vacation.
Did you investigate the CCTV?
But what?
Yes, but it's like Mission Impossible.
Someone blocked the camera, so the screen's all black.
As I hypothesized, I'm sure that this was done by someone in our company.
They knew the exact locations of the CCTV.
It's not me, chairman.
That's not impossible with your guts.
Did you find out who was the last one out?
Yes. They said it was Director Kang.
Director Kang?
Look up the parking lot CCTV, and if he was alone or with someone else.
Yes chairman!
Chairman. It's YBS Director Yoo on the line.
Connect me.
Hello.
Was that too light for greetings?
You moved rather quickly.
But what are we going to do?
My target isn't Kang San Ho.
What do I gain by getting that gangster punk in jail?
How do you know his name?
Umm... You could say it's some sort of intelligence.
What do you want?
Money is best.
Don't underestimate me too much.
It's only time if I decide to expose your company.
Which case should I use next?
Too many varieties. I'm not sure what to choose.
How much is that file?
I knew you were cool.
My friend told me. To mess with you is to risk life.
So what?
Tell me what you want.
I don't want to mess with you too long.
Just hand over five of them.
Five.
I will tell you the time and place later.
Do you know what it means to lie to me?
It's to risk life.
Be careful.
You should be careful yourself.
Emergency funds.
I don't need it. Who do you think I am?
Take it. If you don't, I'll just throw it away on the street.
Do you think I came here to take this from you?
I don't have anything else that I can do for you.
?????
That's a nice dream.
Bye.
Honestly, I'm kind of scared.
But if you're with me, I think I'll lose the sense of whether this is an ice cave or hell.
I have a meeting to get to.
For you it might be a day just like any other.
But for me, it's something that I'm going to constantly look back on even when I'm a wrinkly grandpa.
Ahjussi?
Can we delay our lunch to tomorrow?
Why?
Because I owe San Ho something.
Can't you tell me what happened?
Why does he have to hide?
It's nothing. Don't worry about it.
If he's hiding, that means someone's after him.
Who's...
You believe me, right ahjussi?
Can you just trust me, and leave it up to me?
Just this once.
Then, promise me that you'll call me first if you need help.
Of course. I'll call you first if something comes up.
Okay then, tomorrow 12:30 at Sky Lounge.
Hee Ran. Please be careful. Both of you.
Okay. I'll tell San Ho that too.
Look at you. I knew it.
Is this a time for you to be drinking like this?
What happened?
I couldn't leave you.
I'm thirsty.
It's hot cocoa.
I bought it myself.
Looking at you craving sweets like this, you must be stressed lately.
You too. Do you have any worries?
Why? Does it show?
You look as if you've committed a crime or something.
I can't hide anything from you.
My mom said that's the reason I can't get married.
Because I always want to know everything about them.
The reason of your worry must be her, right?
I don't know if I'm worried because of her, or him, or something else.
You know, something that seems to worry you more when you try to forget about it.
As if something bad was going to happen.
It must be jealousy.
I'd rather it be jealousy, so that I can just hate him.
But I don't know.
What the reality of this worry is.
I'm really worried for no reason.
I just want them to be alright.
Don't worry. Is Hee Ran a child?
No, not Hee Ran. But him.
I don't know why he's living his life so dangerously.
Even if I want to just ignore it and go on,
I can't seem to.
Don't waste your time on that.
Why do you need to worry about someone that doesn't even have anything to do with you?
He's not even your brother.
I don't think I can be his mother just because I bore him.
He seemed to be really against me.
He said he'd only forgive me if I deserted him because I couldn't feed him.
I couldn't talk anymore.
I'll try to talk to him.
You don't need to.
I want to watch him as he starts to forgive me gradually.
If we leave him alone, I'm sure he's just going to blame himself.
We have to let him solve this problem.
I'm sorry for bothering you like this.
The first day we moved here, there was a big fight.
Why?
The nails were sticking out here, and I got hurt because of it.
He saw me crying, and immediately grabbed the carpenter by the neck and went nuts.
According to you, he seems like a really good dad.
Then what happened to your mom?
The reason my sister became like that wasn't his fault.
But my mom blamed it on him, and never forgave him.
Humans tend to do that when they encounter something too difficult to handle.
They blame it on anyone near to them, scream at them, and hate them.
I think that's the only way for them to solve their problems.
Why would Kim Bok Ja hit me for no reason?
That's because she's taking out the guilt of deserting my brother on me.
But you somehow didn't get messed up.
I am pretty messed up.
You always yelled at me for being a gangster.
You're only a gangster on the outside.
on the inside, you're really soft.
Is that a compliment?
Have you ever seen me compliment you?
Why do you like No Yoon Jae?
How about you? Why do you like me?
That's because... Well, someone would be crazy to not like you.
All the guys I met so far were like that.
They treated me like an accessory or something.
Whenever I met a guy, I always had the mark of 'Sexy Singer' Yoo Hee Ran.
But ahjussi is different.
He makes me feel like a woman.
He makes me concentrate on my feelings.
Something that I can't ever do.
Because to me, you're always a star.
It's getting cold. I'm going in.
Wow. Mother, you're really good.
Long time ago when I worked in a noodle restaurant,
I worked with about 30 of these a day.
I promised to myself that I'd never go near flour again,
But my husband loved noodles so I started making them again.
That's why San Ho loves ramen.
Do it harder.
Haha! It's on you!
Hello?
You're not at the office or lodging. Where are you?
You're in Seoul?
What can I do?
If you don't come to me, I have to go to you.
Where are you?
You wouldn't be at that house by any chance right?
Well, I am at that house...
Something happened to San Ho, so I'm taking charge of mother for awhile.
I'll be there.
Priest!
Who's it?
It's nothing.
I just have to press this like that, right?
What business trip? I thought managers don't go on business trips.
I came down to get information about country performances.
Then Yoo Hee Ran must not have gone with you.
Of course.
I was worried that you went with that bitch.
Seems like your chairman trusts you quite a bit, sending you instead of the parrot (*Director Jo*).
Did you just find out?
How's mom? Does she look for me?
She's always looking for Canada ahjussi.
She knows that me and Yoon Jae oppa rotate.
Whenever I go in, she always stares at me with disgust. It's hard for me.
Right. Who would understand besides you? Take care of her well.
Okay. Three dates when I get there.
Fine. Holding hands.
Bye.
What are you doing?
You said you liked ramen.
But it's been too long since I made one.
So you put in the noodles first, then the soup, right?
I don't know if this is right.
Are you shocked?
A little.
Go there and sit down.
I'll be there with this delicious ramen in a moment.
It's weird.
I did what the directions told me to do.
Hey, don't eat it.
Leave it there. I'm going to eat everything. I won't leave a drop.
How can you eat something that bad so deliciously?
It is delicious. It's the most delicious ramen I've ever had.
I just want you to be happier than you are right now, anyhow.
I think that's going to be impossible.
Do you know what I thought just now?
If there was a heaven in my life, it's this moment.
The ramen you cooked for me is the biggest gift I've ever received.
How can I be happier than this?
Thanks.
You must be busy going to so many places. Have a nice meal.
It's really delicious.
Between heaven and hell, which one's been more crowded lately?
There she goes again.
I told you. I'm not God's lion.
Then who are you?
He's the priest that raised me when I was young.
Ahjussi, have some more.
It's alright, mother.
You say mother so easily to her, but why are you so stingy to your real mother?
Priest, don't scold ahjussi so much.
You shouldn't bother someone while they're eating.
I apologize. My thoughts were short.
Then think more next time!
Do you think that makes sense?
A poor, sick woman was accepted as your mother at once.
So does it make sense to refuse your real mother just because she's well off?
You should be thankful that your mother is living so well.
Just because your life was difficult, doesn't mean her life has to be difficult also.
Is that the right attitude for a man?
Priest!
Don't you know me?
I know you.
That's why I don't understand.
I don't care whether she's rich or poor, healthy or ill.
The thing that makes me mad is,
The fact that she knew everything about me yet ignored me all these years.
Don't you know how much that hurts me?
She thought that it would hurt you much more to meet secretly.
If she wasn't family, I would have been thankful for that consideration.
But this is between a parent and a child.
Don't tell me to forgive her.
If I could forgive her with just a few words, I would have forgiven her already.
I'm sorry.
Yes, chairman.
Where are you?
I'm in the countryside.
I took care of the police.
Thank you, chairman.
Are you far away?
No. I'm near Seoul.
Come back here as soon as possible.
Okay. Thank you, chairman.
Who are you thanking so much?
The case got resolved. He said I can go to work again.
How could it be resolved that fast?
That's what I'm saying, everyone kneels when Chairman Nam is near.
I should be happy, but somehow I feel worried.
Why? Are you sad because I have to go now?
Yes. Tearfully.
Are you alright?
Yes.
What's up? Are you dizzy?
No, I'm okay.
Hey! Hee Ran!
Hee Ran! Say something! Hee Ran!
Stop running. I'm sick!
Are you alright? How can you scare me like this?
Stop yelling. My ears are shaking.
Did things start to look blurry without any other symptoms?
Other symptoms?
Like, dizziness or headache.
She has headaches often. Everyone has headaches nowadays.
It's because of stress, right?
Were there any pre-symptoms before you lost conscience today?
Well... I lost my hand strength and dropped a cup.
Let's try the MRI first.
MRI?
Hello?
It's me.
What's up?
I'm downstairs. Can I see you for a moment right now?
I don't think so. I have a meeting to go to already.
It's okay. I'll be here, you can come down whenever you can.
I'll be waiting.
I'm sorry for making you feel uncomfortable.
It was my fault.
What I want to know now are your true feelings.
What can I do for you?
What can I do to help your hurt feelings recover at least a little bit?
Can you tell me?
Just leave me alone.
I can see you having difficulties. How can I just leave you like this?
Up until now, you have.
When I looked for my birthmother in Canada, I thought I'd be okay with any mother.
I just thought that, as long as she's alive, I'm fine.
The mother I met after that, says she's not my mother.
Even while I was sleeping, holding her hands,
I was afraid it was a dream,
And that I was going to wake up alone in an empty room in Canada.
But as much as I was afraid, I was happy.
But, all of that was a lie.
For me, even to accept that truth is too much right now.
So, just leave me alone.
So, you're saying there's nothing I can do for you?
When I clean up my hardships, I'll contact you.
Yoon Jae.
If you can't accept me as your mother, can you just think of me as your friend?
When you feel like there's nobody you can trust in this world,
You don't have to think of me as your mother,
But just come to me.
I didn't think I'd end up hurting someone's feelings this much.
You should just go back to Canada.
What?
Here, there are only people who give you hard times.
How can you live with all this hardship?
I can't stand seeing you suffer like this.
Why? Because of Yoo Hee Ran?
Then you can go together.
She can't be a singer there. I'd have to give up one or the other.
Why do you have to be the one to give up everything?
Being a lawyer is just a job for me, but to Hee Ran, singing is her life.
How can I tell her to give up her life for me?
Are you in your 20's? Giving up everything for love?
At our age, don't we have to meet our soulmates who will accompany us for the rest of our lives?
Don't you think Hee Ran is too much for that kind of relationship?
I couldn't think. I just fell for her.
Even when I'm sad, I smile when I see her.
Sometimes I feel unlucky, but when I see her, I feel like God gave me a great gift.
Nothing unlovable. That gift.
Does she know how foolish you are?
Yes.
KA Medical Center Agents are here.
I'll be down in a minute.
They sure are on time.
Looks like I'll need to go for another big round.
Good luck.
Bye.
Hey, cellphone!
It's me.
Is it too late for lunch?
But I skipped lunch to not betray you.
Is that not enough to get me forgiven for not keeping my promise?
I'm at Sky Lounge right now.
I'll be waiting.
I checked the parking lot CCTV, and there was Director Kang going with a strange man.
I thought our chairman never leaves dirty traces.
But you did.
Kang San Ho, you fucker.
Yes.
You had a hard time, huh?
It's fine.
Have a seat.
What do you think of Hee Ran?
Yes?
You seem shocked.
San Ho. Do you know what the first requirement of a manager is?
It's love.
No matter how bad a singer is, the manager must think of her as the seed of a plant.
Yes.
You love Hee Ran?
Yes.
Do you want to make a deal with me then?
Deal? How can I do such a thing with you?
There's someone who's a huge threat to this company.
Someone with big balls took out secret files from the company, and is threatening me.
Money. I can just give him that shit and be done with it.
But as you know, I'm not the type that takes shit from people.
Especially from some insect-like trash.
I can't live with the name Nam Il Woong anymore.
Go and take care of him.
Then I'll grant you independence when Hee Ran leaves.
Independence? I haven't thought of anything like that, chairman.
Then start thinking of it now.
You can leave.
San Ho.
Yes.
How come you don't ask who it is?
Yes?
You'd need to know who it is in order to take care of it, no?
Ah, yes.
Here's the time and the place.
Yes.
He must be busy.
Are you here to meet No Yoon Jae?
Hello.
It must be my job.
I'm trying to speak indirectly, and I can't.
Just tell me what you want to say.
Hee Ran, do you know?
When I see you two, you two seem really unalike.
As if one dresses in traditional clothes and does hip-hop dance.
It must be fun. I'll make sure to try that sometime.
It can be fun, or not fun.
Don't you have to be happy when you love?
Because Yoon Jae doesn't seem happy at all lately.
I guess he's having problems with his mother, but you know you're playing a big part too, right?
Ahjussi told you? That it was because of me?
I'd feel better if he at least knew how to complain like that.
I can just see it in him. Wearing clothes that don't fit him, and suffering.
But seeing him try to fit in those clothes somehow, that's some determination, isn't it?
What you just said,
Is it that ahjussi is having difficulties adjusting to me, but I feel entertained?
What I mean is, for you to worry about Yoon Jae's life as well.
Are coworkers always that caring of each other?
Lawyer Park, you must have been really interested in ahjussi.
Just interested?
Thanks for the advice. But we'll take care of ourselves.
You can stop minding our business now.
If you guys don't show anymore weaknesses.
Who is this?
What are you doing?
I told you it wasn't a business, didn't I?
I didn't sell your name.
I was going to go 50:50 when I got the money.
Where's the file?
Over there.
You little mouse.
Chairman. I found the file. I have it in my hands right now.
As I expected. Fast.
I'll see you tomorrow.
It's me.
Is it too late for lunch?
But I skipped lunch to not betray you.
Is that not enough to get me forgiven for not keeping my promise?
I'm at Sky Lounge right now.
I'll be waiting.
I was thinking, how about we go to Canada together with your father?
What I mean is that you should think about Yoon Jae's life also.
A client came from America, and I left the phone in my office.
Did you wait long?
Did you run here because of that? You could have just called me.
I was worried that you waited for a long time. I felt sorry.
Why would you be sorry?
It's not like we had the meeting arranged. I merely went there and demanded you to come.
Why are you sorry about that?
Why are you acting like this?
Did you eat dinner? Are you hungry?
I'll make omelet for you.
It's okay. I don't want it.
Hee Ran.
I'm always the bad one. Always selfish.
Are you Buddha or something?
I didn't keep our promise twice in a row because of San Ho.
But you showed any anger.
That's because you told me to trust...
If you did that, I would have yelled violently at you.
I would have been very angry, thinking you thought lowly of me.
Are you angry because I'm not angry right now?
It's because you're acting so weirdly.
Is there nothing you're mad about? Nothing that you want?
Do you just adjust to me, no matter what?
If I wanted something, would you give it to me?
Can you adjust to me?
I know well that you're not the type of person that could.
But I have at least this much determination.
I can't get injured or risk my life for you like San Ho.
The only things I can do is trust, have patience, and wait.
But you don't want that either?
I don't. Because I can't do even that.
Do you know what that sounds like?
It sounds like you want to enjoy ourselves freely, and just break up whenever you feel like it.
Am I that kind of a guy? Just like the guys you met before?
What?
I'll just leave today.
I bought this to express my apology.
He must have wanted to put this ring on for me really badly. Stupid me.
Hey, what kind of dog training is this so early in the morning?
Have a seat.
It's jat porridge. Have some.
You must not have eaten well during your business trip.
Jat porridge is the best for nutrition supplement.
I ordered it and boiled it myself.
Come on. Have some.
Eun Soo.
Yeah?
Why do you like a guy like me?
Then oppa, why do you hate a girl like me?
I'm not joking. I'm serious.
I'm serious too.
Don't waste anymore time on me.
Find someone that loves you, and live happily.
What do you lack, to be so desperate about someone like me?
Oppa, you think you like me, right?
That's not true. You do like me.
I wouldn't like you if you hated me so much.
Love can only happen if one sees any chance at all.
Eun Soo.
I'm telling you now. I don't like you.
So just clean up your thoughts now.
It's difficult even for a trained guy like me to love someone that doesn't love me.
Why does a delicate girl like you do it?
Why?
Why do you do it oppa?
It's because you have to.
So just leaving me alone is the best you can do if you want to help me.
Wait.
At least have some at work.
I won't ask for anything, just have some.
So, my picture will go there.
What are you doing? In someone else's room?
I'm planning the interior concept.
It will be my room soon.
How about Director Kang?
Director Kang is now... Like this!
Like this! What?
He will be transferred to another department.
Another department? Where?
Where would Director Kang fit in the most?
Police station?
Well since you're here, do you want to help me a little?
Hold this, and stand by the wall.
All the way... We'll need some red carpet here.
Okay, let go.
Hey! I almost got cut!
Hello?
Are you Yoo Hee Ran's guardian?
Yes, I am.
I'm calling because of the test results. The doctor wants her to receive additional testing.
Additional testing?
Yes, I see.
Hey, it's me.
Why? There's a place we need to go to.
I told you I don't need tests.
I'm fine now.
There's an old saying, if you listen to the doctor, you'll poop even in your sleep.
That doesn't even make sense.
What if it's nothing?
Then it's good.
What's that ring?
I got it.
From that bastard?
Don't say bastard.
A ring doesn't fit well in your hand. Your hands look like fish cake, that's why.
Hey! Why are my hands like fish cake? Do you know how beautiful they are?
Beautiful? You barely maintain it with all that money you spend.
Even when I try, I can't seem to like you.
Director, where are you?
Chairman is asking why you're not coming.
Tell him my mom lost conscience, and that I'm in the hospital.
You must be really worried.
It's not that serious, but tell him that I'll be a little late.
I'll tell him.
Don't worry too much, and come when you can.
Is it done?
She just needs the genital test.
It doesn't seem like he notices anything yet.
What did you say your name was again?
It's Kim Joong Man, chairman.
I like the way you handle your work.
You're too kind.
From now on, Director Kim, you can act as my right hand.
You can pick out a few more guys if you need.
Director? Did you just call me Director Kim?
Okay, chairman. I will sacrifice my life for you, and exalt you with honor.
Buy some clothes.
Thank you, chairman.
Let's live like family from now on.
Thank you, chairman.
I met Hee Ran yesterday.
Where?
She came to the company.
We met in the elevator. I asked her if she wanted to have a tea.
You should have told me.
Didn't she say anything?
I criticized her a bit.
What?
You know I can't speak indirectly.
I just told her, to think about your life as well.
Hey. You look scary.
I just thought you were having hard times.
Why did you say that to her?
No Yoon Jae.
I told you I was okay.
I told you she was like a gift from God, and that her presence is enough.
But you had to tell her all that unnecessary...
I didn't know, and I was blaming her.
It was hard for me to just look at you suffer.
You deserve to be loved much more than now, and she doesn't know that.
Is love like that?
Can one side just give up something every time?
I know how you feel, but I'm really okay.
If you want me to stop worrying, get that anxiety out of your head.
I wouldn't say anything if you were truly happy.
Thanks for the advice.
Here, just open this.
Big happiness comes after a small disappointment.
Hey, you disappointed me, so you can buy lunch.
I'll be happy.
What does it say?
It's nothing.
Who believes this.
Your love is an injury for someone else.
I'm certain that it's multiple sclerosis.
Multiple sclerosis?
The cells surrounding your nerves are damaged.
And because of that the muscles in your nervous system...
Hey, Mister Doctor, I'm a high school dropout.
I'm not educated enough to understand. Can you explain so that I can understand?
To put it in simpler words...
Do I die?
It's not a deadly disease.
You should have said that before! You scared us!
But it's not an easily curable disease.
So you might have to treat it your whole life.
Whole life?
How about singing?
Can I still sing?
I can't guarantee anything as of right now.
We'll have to see, but too much ambition...
Don't lie. Have you seen a patient that's this healthy? Who'd believe that she has a disease?
Did you correctly test her? Did you?
Stop it.
You. If any word about today goes out of this hospital,
I'll be sure to turn this hospital into ruins.
What a greedy bastard.
Hey, let's go to a different hospital, this hospital is...
Are you okay?
I'm okay. I am.
Hee Ran.
Tell me I'm okay.
Tell me.
I was always ready to do anything for you.
For you, I was ready to run to the ends of hell.
But now, there's nothing I can do for you.
In this moment, to you, my life is just an unimportant piece of trash.
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It's already progressed quite a bit in her peripheral nervous system.
I should be okay after a nap.
Where are you going? You can go after our farewell party.
Don't think this is the end.
You and I, this is just the beginning.
We know each other's weaknesses too well.
I know what it feels like to be hurt too.
I can't do even that to him.
Even though he has nothing to do with me anymore.
Who's that guy you keep talking about?
Is it because of San Ho?
You caught me.
I'm sorry, ahjussi.
Let's not meet from now on.
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